Sometimes life gets tough on you. If its not going tough you have to now that spiritually you are in a bad position because that's when Satan is getting what he wants out of you. Sometimes the darkness seems to black out the light, that's what I'm feeling like right now.
I am in a bad position. A time where believing in what you know is right gets really difficult.
Its times like these that I know I have to read my Bible and pray. For God's way is the only way you can trust. Following your own will will result in unhappiness and failure.
That's all I have to say for today. Feeling pretty dull...
27 January 2007
11 December 2006
Dubble-O
Casino Royale........................................................... oh I am so bored. We watched the movie on Monday. Was pretty good. It gets you thinking when the end is supposed to be the end, if that even makes sense. A very twisted movie I would say - not like it's predecessors in many ways.
The acting Bond does miss a little something I think.
It's way past my bed-time. I just watched "The Perfect Man". Man! what a chick-flick.
But it has something somewhere.
The acting Bond does miss a little something I think.
It's way past my bed-time. I just watched "The Perfect Man". Man! what a chick-flick.
But it has something somewhere.
Live Messenger not so live
Hey there to all the people of the world who actually take the time to read this blog. I have been off the "blog-bug" for a while now. Have been busy sorting out the parts of life that matter - you can say.
This is more of an announcement than anything else really. I'd like to state to all my friends on Live Messenger, that I have been unable to log in for about a week now! I have no idea what the actual problem is. All I know is that I have gone to quite a few sites and have not been successful in finding any solutions for my problem.
If anyone can give any advice - please leave comment.
By the way, I have tried resetting all the Live Messenger settings with a file I downloaded - It didn't work!
Anyhow further more my life has been full of variety. My friend has recently spent a few days with me and I tried to keep things fun and not-boring. What a blast! I now know I was most certainly not made to entertain. Not that it wasn't fun, it was great! I just can't entertain.
I discovered a lot about myself in these few days. I learned that my life shouldn't be ruled by the people around me, but by myself and by my values and beliefs. I learned that I can actually be a big pain in the but sometimes, and that I should take on my religion a lot more seriously. That saying that you live one way, and then actually living in the complete opposite way is a testament to what people actually think of you, and why they think it. And a lot more stuff about being a guy in a world full of people and stuff. I like the word - stuff. It completely explains everything! :P
This is more of an announcement than anything else really. I'd like to state to all my friends on Live Messenger, that I have been unable to log in for about a week now! I have no idea what the actual problem is. All I know is that I have gone to quite a few sites and have not been successful in finding any solutions for my problem.
If anyone can give any advice - please leave comment.
By the way, I have tried resetting all the Live Messenger settings with a file I downloaded - It didn't work!
Anyhow further more my life has been full of variety. My friend has recently spent a few days with me and I tried to keep things fun and not-boring. What a blast! I now know I was most certainly not made to entertain. Not that it wasn't fun, it was great! I just can't entertain.
I discovered a lot about myself in these few days. I learned that my life shouldn't be ruled by the people around me, but by myself and by my values and beliefs. I learned that I can actually be a big pain in the but sometimes, and that I should take on my religion a lot more seriously. That saying that you live one way, and then actually living in the complete opposite way is a testament to what people actually think of you, and why they think it. And a lot more stuff about being a guy in a world full of people and stuff. I like the word - stuff. It completely explains everything! :P
02 December 2006
Talented??
I have recently had the need to express my emotions from a poetic point of view.
Here is one particular poem that I wrote upon being slightly depressed one evening. The depression, coupled with a heck of a lot of boredom certainly paid off... or at least I think so.
The end result was a very, shall I say edgy poem. It kind of scares me after reading it with an open mind.
Here goes:
Engravement Event by Unobtruse
Here is one particular poem that I wrote upon being slightly depressed one evening. The depression, coupled with a heck of a lot of boredom certainly paid off... or at least I think so.
The end result was a very, shall I say edgy poem. It kind of scares me after reading it with an open mind.
Here goes:
Engravement Event by Unobtruse
Majesty, an eternal pain,
thickly cutting
alas a stream of liquid flows,
a smog smile creeps about,
the deed done.
in the dark
spying eyes lurk about,
all a shadow in his mind,
his soul leaves his skin,
summoning an audience of erect hairs.
his eyes shut close,
numb now and alone,
cry a cry a last time,
no tear falls.
gushing now
the red liquid spills,
the shadow reflecting
no longer from within.
Another day, another dollar
Today has been amazingly similar to yesterday, only that the weather has changed. What an important part of life - the weather.
I hate hot weather. The summer can kill, especially on a hot day when you're not doing anything useful in your house. The sweat flows like rivers down your face and everything becomes sticky and unpleasant. It's then when I wish the pool pump was working so as to take a nice cool dip. Unfortunately life has a way of making sure the pool never gets fixed. Its been in a state of muck for at least a year and a half now and it just isn't getting any
better.
The day must go on i guess - and so does my patience. I am bored to tears but am pretty sure that I can actually do something useful if I really try. Unfortunately the odds of that happening are also very slim. (Me really trying that is)
I hate to think that I still have some dishes to wash.
Can it get any worse??
I hate hot weather. The summer can kill, especially on a hot day when you're not doing anything useful in your house. The sweat flows like rivers down your face and everything becomes sticky and unpleasant. It's then when I wish the pool pump was working so as to take a nice cool dip. Unfortunately life has a way of making sure the pool never gets fixed. Its been in a state of muck for at least a year and a half now and it just isn't getting any
better.
The day must go on i guess - and so does my patience. I am bored to tears but am pretty sure that I can actually do something useful if I really try. Unfortunately the odds of that happening are also very slim. (Me really trying that is)
I hate to think that I still have some dishes to wash.
Can it get any worse??
01 December 2006
In the beginning...
Well this is my second try at keeping up a blog. My first was one of the worst disasters the Internet has ever seen. Thankfully it's long gone.
I'm fairly unskilled at writing blogs, never had a diary to practise, so please - bare with me.
It' s 10:34 pm as I'm sure the timestamp will say and life is as boring as ever. The day couldn't have been more "mild". We start our adventure at around 08:30 am. Rise and shine I guess, not quite. It had been another bad night - nightmares paired up with too much sleep. I aroused with the real "I hate this day even before it has begun" feeling. Can it get worse? Of course it can, and thus it will.
By the time I motioned my body to actually get up, I decided to not walk around the house wasting my time on thinking about nothing. Instead I stayed in bed and read my book.
Utter delite. There is nothing better than a good book and a good imagination.
I have come to the conclusion that when sleeping longer than the prescribed eight hours of sleep, you actually start deteriorating, and slowly the sleep you caught up on dissolves into the soft fluff of the pillow. Duh! You're thinking. I'm sure it has been proven, I only happened to experience it today.
I'm fairly unskilled at writing blogs, never had a diary to practise, so please - bare with me.
It' s 10:34 pm as I'm sure the timestamp will say and life is as boring as ever. The day couldn't have been more "mild". We start our adventure at around 08:30 am. Rise and shine I guess, not quite. It had been another bad night - nightmares paired up with too much sleep. I aroused with the real "I hate this day even before it has begun" feeling. Can it get worse? Of course it can, and thus it will.
By the time I motioned my body to actually get up, I decided to not walk around the house wasting my time on thinking about nothing. Instead I stayed in bed and read my book.
Utter delite. There is nothing better than a good book and a good imagination.
I have come to the conclusion that when sleeping longer than the prescribed eight hours of sleep, you actually start deteriorating, and slowly the sleep you caught up on dissolves into the soft fluff of the pillow. Duh! You're thinking. I'm sure it has been proven, I only happened to experience it today.
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